abandoned

I have been abandoned. All the people I count on, rely on, lean on have left. It's too hard to make new friends at 36 years old. I am coming to accept that my future may not include a best friend or even friends at all. I am an extrovert. This is extremely painful to imagine and it makes me feel sad and miserable. I don't know how to move forward without best friends.

I am stuck.

I am sad.

I have no community.