i am feeling the need to slow down. enjoy life. find some balance. find some health. i am fearful of my health after a year of trying to lose weight and not being successful. i am fearful of missing my time. the days go slowly but the years go quickly.
so i am torn.
torn between a road trip in august to spend time with family and friends who i love and staying home and chilling out, relaxing, spending time with our four. saving money. getting healthy. cuddling. if i stay home we can have time. if i do a road trip i will have visiting time but cut my summer down by a lot.
and so i think about options. i make plans in my head. i imagine possibilities.
and i look forward to the change of pace. more calm. more movement. more time.
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